the best 4 meters of my life, yet the worst

What the title says.

Taylor Swift came to Sydney and this time i wouldn't miss out so i went to her concert.

I got standing tickets and was literally 4 meters away, it was pretty intense seeing someone on tv, on the internet, and listening to her music and actually being in the same place as her let alone 4 meters, thinking of that made me really happy that night.

Its 5 am, now, ive slept at 5am probably every day for 2 weeks, and wake around 1pm, its not good and I need to change that habit, but its hard .. the reason? Because im weird, ill explain...

I dont want to face the next day, and try to make this night as long as possible, however it works out to be the same because i wake at 2pm the next day, so half the day has gone already.. however the thing that seperates them both, is that at night im by myself doing my own thing while the morning - afternoon im faced with society, parents etc ... not to say i dont like it, but id much rather just be by myself, doing this.

I always like the beginning of the year, holidays and just the feeling of starting a new year. SO naturally, when the australian open is on, its wonderful ... it practically symbolises Summer... you KNOW its summer in Australia if its on, and the thrill of it, is what makes summer so great, love it!

Anyway part of the reason why i sleep at 5am these days is Kiera Knightly.. yeh .. Her movies, eg Pride and Prejudice and Atonement are wonderful, i loved Atonement and just the idea behind it all how its based on a subjective perspective (even though all perspectives are subjective, even normal films by directors), its great to see such a different yet conventional romantic tragedy.

Speaking of romance and tragedy, that prettty much sums up mine. Actually it doesnt, because there hasn't been any romance to "tragedify", so the song Bad Romance doesnt relate at all .. =( so i cant ra ra oo la la. Im a solid believer in waiting for love to come to you, and that the dating sites are just a desperate attempt to find companionship, which in essence is "love" but i feel its too artificial of a way to find "love" when the word itself is created (you'd think artificial would relate then, but it doesnt) as love is craeted by emotions and abstract feelings, while those sites are created by html codes and java script. Love should come to you naturally, but then that may explain why people just stay single forever; either they dont wan't love to come to them, or it just never comes ... "love" though I'm not talking about family love.

I probably am gonna go now, I hate seeing the sun rise because I know i've stayed up wayyyyy too long and early, and also the kookaburra's and assortment of birds will begin to chirp and squeel songs that would rival the pokeflute.

Byebye